I know that you will never fully accept me neither will dad... but now that I see my life I finally see that it doesn't matter to me as much as it once did. You look at my brothers and say that they're fuck ups... or too slow.... but you love them dearly.
But dear father and dear mother, you will hate me so.
I know that this is true, even when I'm always there for you, I will be your biggest disappointment.
So when you say father, "I can't wait to make your wedding cake." you say it with a smile and you nod your head so approving, but just wait... that cake you say you will make, you'll never bake.
Mother, you say you can see my future, I should marry a rich man and be a great woman....
Mother I just want to marry the woman who I am in love with.
Mother and Father, I will be your biggest disappointment, but I'm finally happy... so let me be your disappointment, I'll always be there for you... maybe one day you'll smile accept my family.